"Very few of us ever experience this close relationship with God because it involves things such as humility, dying to self, vibrant prayer, and heart-felt worship. This isn't meant to discourage, but to convict. Conviction is a wonderful gift from God used to turn the heart back to Him...."
http://www.christianpost.com/news/what-does-it-mean-to-truly-seek-god-186856/
JESUS HEALS!